We Fear Change

As far back as I can remember I have dated people in "the group". My friends and I have this tight little circle that we have all dated in. Let me try to sum it up. One of my best friends (A) dated my brother for 8 years. When they broke up she started dating my brother's roommate who happens to be my ex-boyfriend. My other best friend (L) was married to one of my other friends(whom I had a fling with in high school) and after they got divorced she dated my brother. Now she is dating another one of our friends. When I was in high school I started dating one of my friend's brother. His best friend and I became good friends and after we broke up, I kept contact with the friend. Later he introduced me to the guy that I ended up marrying. Before I got married I dated the brother of (L). After I got divorced I dated the brother of (A). Are you confused yet? Let's just I can't have all my friends and family together anymore. They have all dated each other. So, having said all that, I decided to start dating outside this horrible circle. Well, Saturday night I met a really nice guy. He is not in "the circle", but he is kinda connected. He went to high school with all of us. He knows some of the same people we know, but he graduated 2 years before me, so he is not directly associated with any of us. I sort of remember him from high school. I think he was in my lunch class or something. Anyhoo, I ran into him at the Plaza Saturday night and we are suppose to hook up sometime after I get back from Florida. As you all know I don't hold relationship info to myself. (Especially if it goes sour) I'll keep ya posted.